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By Sarah. Discovered by Player FM and our community — copyright is owned by the publisher, not Player FM, and audio is streamed directly from their servers. Hit the Subscribe button to track updates in Player FM, or paste the feed URL into other podcast apps.
Chyrsalisbreak started out as a blog which I posted on Facebook. It was read by a few hundred people. They told me. You need to release this, in your own voice. So I am.Chrysalisbreak was written because it needed to be. After years of disordered eating where I swung from anorexia to bulimia and all the obsessive states in between, I decided I needed to simply tell the truth about all of it. I was no longer in the extremes of these disorders, but was sinking somewhere in the middle. Where I looked fine on the outside but suffered constantly from what my 'head' said. I was compartmentalized. I thought there were good parts and bad parts of myself. I believed my 'eating disorder' was somehow separate from me. I named her Lydia and I was trying to write her out of my life. I did end up writing things out of my life, however she was not one of them.